this weather is love

man, the weather today has such an incredibly "romantic" feeling to it, which in-si-dental-e is a bit depressing, but none the less i can't help appreciate it... i'm sure nobody has any idea what i'm talking about; it's cold, a bit dreary, etc... but somethng about the smell of the air and the crispness of everything is wonderful. reminds me of going to highschool football games and walking around talking to people, looking for those few moments when you'd make eye contact with somebody and there'd be a spark, etc. also reminds me of the simple days when i was young and would jump into piles of leaves that smelled like the earth and that was about all that was on my mind, the smell, feel, being a bit chilly then going inside to play with legos and talk to my mom, go to bed in my ninja turtle blankets a bit chilly, having my mom tuck me in. that type of thing. up here some of those feelings are magnified, especially when i walk along the portage in the evening. i won't live in houghton my entire life, but i'll certainly look back on these days with intense feelings of nostalgia. reminds me of going to michigan state, walking, talking.

fact: i often have intense feelings of nostalgia. when i die some day, i'l have mixed feelings about my life i fear. i'll look back at my life and think how wonderful, and incredible, and full of emotion and life and struggle and etc it was, but i'll feel like i'm not ready to die. but hell, i suppose perhaps that will be enough for me, by the time i die. time will tell!!

ok, something less serious before I jump into bed: this is an interesting/cool video of a fish that can explore the world. not really that entertaining, but interesting none the less. fish on land. reminds me of something out of a doctor suess book.



bed time now. class in the AM (woo woo lab). andrew if you read this, you should buy woot before it is sold out, you always wanted such a thing! (maybe not).

dulce suenos